the ultimate day

The approaching of the ultimate day is getting nearer and nearer , it's the sole reason that caused me to be extremely anxious,i kept dreaming about it,and sometimes i can't differenciate whether it is a dream or it is reality, (maybe you won't get, but let me explain-->it's like, in the dream ,you are in the 'real world, the reality', and in that ' reality' you dream again.Then you will wake up to the 'reality'.Last night, another one struck me.The setting-it's a place that has the combination of my ex school and my present school,i saw the stacks of result being placed on the counter, teachers sort out the results according to the number of 'A's the student obtain. i went through one stack real fast with my finger directing me, i couldn't find my name, that teacher was shooing us away, so i went away from that room then head towards our classroom.a guy read out some of our names and we were asked to see the teachers.On the way, we stopped at the fast food restaurant(it suddenly appear in our school) , and i saw my dad sitting on a bench, holding my result.I looked at it,and i can see all my marks,including paper 1,2,and3.All my science subject was terrible.At that moment, i feel like sobbing.Then i woke up into that 'reality', sobbing.It was then when i open my eyes, looking at the ceiling and the sight around me that was so familiar that i realise it was only a dream.


Chinese believed that once you dreamt of snakes, coffin, those signify wealth and good luck, so do you think i should buy some lottery?i might strike onebecause i dreamt of myself lying in one.i was dead.And at the same time,i was standing beside the coffin, posturing myself, i touched myself, and drag myself, so that i won't curl up like a prawn, folded my hands properly.I could feel myself, still warm, body terperature dropped below 37 degree, then i closed the coffin slowly and properly, i went to a counter like place to tell the two ladies about how things are supposed to be,it was then the coffin opened and i saw the dead version of myself waking up and coming toward me, gosh! i got a shocked and woke up, tried to calm myself so hard,at that moment i was afraid of myself, i dare not touch myself.The urge to walk to my parents side was so strong, i know i will feel secure if i lie by my dad's side, but i didn't do that.I was thinking, what if i am out there, nobody will be there for me,at that moment i tried to be bold ,but was still afraid.Then i start to bother others, it was real nice to have others replying you in the middle of the night,i feel relieved.
That was the worst nightmare.
Conclusion, I HATE NIGHTMARES.
*actually i had another one, but lazy to mention over here,think i'm going to tell my friends verbally instead of writting it down.