quotes

• everyone starts from the starting point at the same time,no one is stupid compare to others,everyone is perfect for who we are and who we will be. .

• no one should look down on others,for he's not perfect either.

• no one is a moron and no one is clever . . a person is said to be clever because they achieve more in a short length of time ,within the range of given time ,if given the same lapse of time to a so call moron,he could have do something meaningful compared to the so call clever ones.

• we shouldn't judge ourselves from the beginning of a war,it is at the end that matters, the person who is standing at the end,unharmed and unscratched will be the successful one.

• how much you achieved in your live can be prove as time passed by.

• if you did not ever fall flat on your face,you will not know the taste of success.

kelly's kind act

Think I abandoned this blog of mine for some time ,now feeling a bit sorry for it, it’s pathetic to be owned by someone like me . . ok, anyhow, the main point in writing this post is to thank Kelly, remember I said that thank you wasn’t good enough ??. . well,i'm thanking you now ,that act did showed me that kl ppl are not that bad after all. .i’m gonna summarised everything and make it short,no point making it long and draggy,ppl are going to get bored~~ this is the story and how it goes. . .

As usual,the tiresome, compulsory Malaysian studies required us to do projects(it’s only worth 20 marks) and stuff like that and as usual, nobody bothered to look at it and even do it.the attitude of doing last minute work for unnecessarily subjects are popular among teenagers, we can’t be blamed, we are to focus in more important subject,aren’t we??

After seeing see min’s and kimberly’s group doing it ,I reminded wani that we haven even start doing it, she stared at me blank,then regained her consciousness after a while( told you everyone forgot about lame stuff ). we sorted out the names of the 21st century leaders,after the cultural night, we stayed at the hot+stuffy+noisy foyer to do it in a group(I must be out of my mind to even stay there with you guys, till 11 plus, whoa that’s so not me ,by right, I should be at the condo). It was almost midnight yet,the foyer was crowded with crazy ppl,(don’t believe,well see it for yourself.I saw a fat girl pulling this poor guy who can’t even balance himself on the chair to the ground,he hit the ground quite hard and was lying flat on it,~~yet he was still smilling,serve him right for teasing her,he should have picked someone like his size to bully).. officially we started work at almost 9 pm, because problems were arousing, first was the plug,you can’t find the plug everywhere,and the places with plugs were occupied,Kelly was without his battery and he needed electric supply. second was the Microsoft word software, my laptop doesn’t have it,so loaded from Kelly and that took some time. Third problem was the format of Malaysian studies,no one told us that it should be in paragraph form,and the one in our group who knows about it ASSUMED that we knew and said nothing,that’s why I was kinda mad,for that didn’t happen the first time,anyhow ,I will not let those miniature things affect myself^^.

It was 11 plus till we got fed up of re correcting it, so we decided to do it at home.ok,this was where the ultimate part happened,Kelly was keeping stuff for ivan before he left, and I said goodbye to him before heading towards the door,and Kelly suddenly offered to walk me to the condo,I was taken aback . I thought he was joking when he said he will accompany us back to the condo during the other day, of course I agreed because it was late,plus the route back was very quiet and we were carrying our laptops,who knows if anyone will suddenly give us an ambush?? I really feel bad to make him walk so far,already he was thin enough, he was thirsty at the same time and haven’t taken his dinner. .god,I really really feel bad. . .there was a remaining of 800 meters ,so I assured him that it will be ok and safe ..as if it’s not enough to make me feel bad,he told me to give him a call after reaching the condo, and again I was surprised by his act .. this was what adults will do, he sounded so like a dad,haha .. well, the point is, being the eldest,I’m not even that concern, and didn’t even bothered to even think that way,but being the youngest,he knows how to be concern about other ppl ,I think that will be something for me to learn in the near future . .hey, really thank you, I couldn’t say much and the best way to do is to put this into words and thank you, I really owe you one . .
THANKS AGAIN. .

take two

-->he thinks that it is a racing car . .

-->pretending that he is the ultimate ben ten, pacing around . .it's hard to get a picture of him,he constanly avoids ..

-->having breakfast, the ben ten photographer is busy taking pictures . .

-->watching dora the explorer(engrossed in it)

-->someone's playing with his favourite toy, he puts on this look while staring

take one

these are the only two pictures that i've got-->all of us are in school uniform,others are all in the moral folio

我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩 . . .

This line is seriously not correct,because everyone of you has a definite place in me~~ yet the feeling is so true,you guys out there studying,take care of yourselves,I'm definitely going to miss you guys,you all made good friends. . .just thank you for everything you all gave me for these years,please be strong, do miss me a lot a lot, all the best .


E ning, ee siew,mae, i know you guys are there today, registering now, make yourselves happy,don feel homesick that often ,just remember,it's only a year,for sure you all can do it, do excel in studies and ah mae,siew siew,help me take care of e ning,she's alone,do be nice to each other.Lastly, please please do not be angry with me for not going there,i . .i have no idea,that's why i made that decision.e ning knows very well that i couldn't make up my mind ,for i was still deciding on that Sunday itself. . .那边没有靓仔，算了吧，收拾心情用功读书啦！！！！神仙再有法力也不能变个翻版王力宏/飞轮海/张栋梁，放弃吧~~~~~~~(^0*)


Hua,all the best in doing your form6,it's only one and a half years, so do not change school, do keep in touch with me. . .do prove yourself in your studies when you're there. . .

Siamang,she won't read this,she's very very firm with her decision,throwing matriks and accepting and going for form6, i admire her in this. . .佩服佩服~~

As for me,i have to arrange all my feelings and emotions to start preparing myself for college--〉cute guys!!嘿嘿嘿嘿~~~~,for a harder future. .everyone's leaving me,i seriously do not like this,isn't that great if we are 15 or 16 now?


ps：Mae,do me a favour, help me take more pictures of e ning and ee siew and your second 'home'~~and hua too,do send me pictures. .

hairy siamang

mae, she looks fabulous~hohoho~next time send me more pictures like that. . .

MEHT

Last saturday, the 4 of us went for lunch, they wanted to celebrate my birthday.Believe it or not, i was BATHING when mae called me!!sifu zai, my phone drown already la,buy another one for me, as next year's birthday present, want to burn more holes in your pocket.hohoho~i want the phone with all lee hom's songs. . . It was fun, all of us talked non stop, others were looking at us, did you guys noticed?haha, we were ABSOLUTELY noisy~~ mae, i've wrote something at last, take your time and read slowly la~i like this picture, this one is nice, we look as if we were glowing, haha. . .

Mae was not eating , but playing with them,she was looking for the right alphabets to spell out the words as below~ thanks ah mae.

look at her, engrossed in playing with her alphabet fries~(different sizes, don't know why, picture from the phone is bigger,傻的)

ah mae posing~

next, let's move on to siamang~this girl can't sit still, moving here and there like an ant, plus, kept avoiding me, but sorry la, i still manage snap how you look~(很蒙啦~都是你的错，欠揍~)and, you owe me and mae, you didn't express yourself the other day, so when do you want to do that??? we can wait,我们有的是时间，嘿嘿。。 。 。

now,it's ee siew's turn~ she's sitting next to me. . the one with the big smile . .

last but not least, the thing that caused mae's pants to have lubang-->'burn a hole in my pants', sorry sifuzai~i didn't mean to cause you to be broke,i do not care what you all give to me, the sincerity will do , hear me? i just need that. .

and i would also like to thank those friends who showered me with wishes and gifts:-

smelly ben ten

hua

aishah

kd

e ning

hoay teng

mae([too bad, i can't see the video, i don't care, i want it again] i write big big for you to see already, you understand la)

ee siew(she said she almost forgot,how could you??)

ivan

tina

afiq and

chun yik

thanks mae and ht, that moment where i called it precious was really precious to me,at least i know how you all think,thanks. . .since the 3 of you all made up yr minds to go for that, and were quite firm,well, i will always give you guys my full support , go for it then. .

** why are the picture from the phone bigger than the ones you e-mail to me?ohhhhhh, i hate IT . . . .

p lisence~

It's a relief today, we got our results, well, no more worries for the mean time, all of us got superb results and many of the students from 5SA scored, Pn Norkhaizan must be absolutely pround of everyone of us.Well done guys,what more can i say? all the hardworks were paid finally.
then e ning came and pick me up to vistana for the Sunway roadshow,for she doesn't know the way and didn't want to get lost(bluff me is it??).(according to her) she got lost turning around my neighbourhood,she can't find the exact location of my house,and belive it or not, she has been to my house for 2 times,during CNY.Next time i'll buy you a compass which directs you ONLY to my house, ok? sure won't get lost.
hua didn't have any questions to ask so she didn't turn up for the roadshow,ivan came,and later we hopped into e ning's car to go for a drink, hua joined us.
Before that, before seeing all the sunway ppl and popping quetions towards them, we were at the parking place, e ning was trying to park her car in that parking space, i think she turned to early, and the car couln't fit into that small parking space, her car was only10 cm away from that pajero, and the next thing that freaks me out was-'Yee jun you help me park, i dunno how! you come over here',GOD HELP ME, i only got my license for a month, i was totally lack of practise for i only drove for 5 times. and the next thing she said was-'can somebody help me park the car?' E ning that was NOT funny at all. After a few attemps, she made it, problem solved.Did i mentioned that we went against the flow?we were suppose to go clockwise,pass by the main door before entering the parking place but we went anticlocwise instead,the doorman was looking at us curoiusly~
After all the questioning, we left vistana and head towards the beach. When we reached the beach, we were looking for a place to park. it was all my fault, i direct her wrongly.The cars in front the shops parked facing downwards, ours were facing upwards,and we didn't park in a line,ours were in the middle of the road.That was funny.We couln't be bothered so we went to have dinner.(Sorry for directing wrongly, i dunno that well about kuantan after all~ )
After dinner, hua and ivan accompanied us to the place where we parked the car, we were ready to go back, using the wrong route(a small junction in front of the hotel that leads us to the main road).'Lucky' us, a police car passed by, staring hard at both of us.e ning was clever enough to not move the car, stay still, act as if nothing happen,at the same time muttering-'oh my god, got police' but the police weren't that stupid after all~they noticed,both of the police were being nice,they pretended they see nothing, well ,guess they saw the red red 'p' at the screen window,they understand very well.
ok, the scariest part of the day,12th of march, took part in this 5 minutes at the junction to the main road,where the slope was quite steep.The car suddenly stopped 'breathing'-so called mati enjin She started the car,as she moved forward, mati again,then again she brought it back to live, it reversed, dead in no time,she restart it, it moved forward to that junction(i know we were wrong, forgive us) , suddenly mati AGAIN, AND WE WERE QUITE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD.By the time she started the car, it crawled a few inches forward, mati enjin again, i was dumbfounded,e ning was like-'ok yee jun, don panic.lean back , i cannot see the car.'I did as told, we were 'parking' horizontally in the middle of the road. E ning started the car,and this time we saw a car coming towards us, and luckily he was going real slow and was clever enough to stop in time for, at that moment the engine died again,E Ning repeated her lines-'Yee Jun, do not panic'(i think she was also trying her best to stay calm and not panic and at the same time soothing me besides soothing herself, what can i say?you were brave enough for that moment, gosh, it is one new experince that i'm not gonna forget) the gentleman was kind enough to wait patiently for us to start the car, u-turn , to the correct lane.After a 3 seconds of silence , the both of us burst into laughter, laugh and laugh without stopping, we can't control ourselves, we even tried to count how many times did the engine died , thank god the both of us are totally ok, unhurt, not squashed like a tomato. e ning found out the cause-she did not masuk into gear 1,but tried driving.Hua called us to ask bout us, thanks hua, thanks for yr concern, appreciate that.well conclusion-stay calm , do not panic at the very moment in a dangerous situation, AND E NING, i'm still gonna follow yr car, i'm not scared~!!

an old building,i don't know what is that

a guy smoking using a pipe-a traditional way, you can hear the sound in the pipe that goes 'whrillll'

the ultimate day

The approaching of the ultimate day is getting nearer and nearer , it's the sole reason that caused me to be extremely anxious,i kept dreaming about it,and sometimes i can't differenciate whether it is a dream or it is reality, (maybe you won't get, but let me explain-->it's like, in the dream ,you are in the 'real world, the reality', and in that ' reality' you dream again.Then you will wake up to the 'reality'.Last night, another one struck me.The setting-it's a place that has the combination of my ex school and my present school,i saw the stacks of result being placed on the counter, teachers sort out the results according to the number of 'A's the student obtain. i went through one stack real fast with my finger directing me, i couldn't find my name, that teacher was shooing us away, so i went away from that room then head towards our classroom.a guy read out some of our names and we were asked to see the teachers.On the way, we stopped at the fast food restaurant(it suddenly appear in our school) , and i saw my dad sitting on a bench, holding my result.I looked at it,and i can see all my marks,including paper 1,2,and3.All my science subject was terrible.At that moment, i feel like sobbing.Then i woke up into that 'reality', sobbing.It was then when i open my eyes, looking at the ceiling and the sight around me that was so familiar that i realise it was only a dream.


Chinese believed that once you dreamt of snakes, coffin, those signify wealth and good luck, so do you think i should buy some lottery?i might strike onebecause i dreamt of myself lying in one.i was dead.And at the same time,i was standing beside the coffin, posturing myself, i touched myself, and drag myself, so that i won't curl up like a prawn, folded my hands properly.I could feel myself, still warm, body terperature dropped below 37 degree, then i closed the coffin slowly and properly, i went to a counter like place to tell the two ladies about how things are supposed to be,it was then the coffin opened and i saw the dead version of myself waking up and coming toward me, gosh! i got a shocked and woke up, tried to calm myself so hard,at that moment i was afraid of myself, i dare not touch myself.The urge to walk to my parents side was so strong, i know i will feel secure if i lie by my dad's side, but i didn't do that.I was thinking, what if i am out there, nobody will be there for me,at that moment i tried to be bold ,but was still afraid.Then i start to bother others, it was real nice to have others replying you in the middle of the night,i feel relieved.
That was the worst nightmare.
Conclusion, I HATE NIGHTMARES.
*actually i had another one, but lazy to mention over here,think i'm going to tell my friends verbally instead of writting it down.

welcome me or welcome me not?

well. hi folks. first and foremost-i've decided that i will create a blog,and here i am, working hard on the first one, since i've got nothing to write about, guess these few lines will do.A big thanks to hua for helping me in this whole thing,appreciate your help, you were patient enough,thanks again.

*hey, can anyone tell me why is it always fun and entertaining when i read other's blog, but i feel like it's not fun and boring while i write and read mine?